January 2011
My parents are yelling at me for Texting too much
i told them that i only really texted one person!
they didn’t believe me but i was telling truth…
the only person i text is you :)
i got nowhere to go for new years....so i'm just...
Time that reminded me that i'm not like some guys
1. friend: “so did you get to second base at least?”
Me: “Is THAT what you think about when you are with a girl?”
Friend: “yeah, you should be too.”
Me: “that’s disgusting. you’ve done that with your girlfriend?”
friend: “i’ve never had a girlfriend but i did get to second base once.”
Me: “so you got to third...
when someone says shit about you
herblueeyes:
you’re all like
but when someone says shit about your friends you’re all like
December 2010
there are two types of greetings:
Friends:
Best friends:
bahahaha man so true.
If I fell down the stairs this morning, i could...
isnotasong:
I can’t stop shaking.
That awkward moment when you look at someone and...
prettypoisons:
so many times, god. what’s wrong with me?
EVERY. FRICKING. DAY lol :)
“The only sure way to lose, is being afraid to choose so just decide.”
– Excerpt of “Just decide” by I Fight Dragons
i thought of something really cool and interesting to say last night and after thinking it, i thought, “if i don’t go and post it on tumblr now i’ll forget it” so i was just about to but then i didn’t.
now i forgot it… grrrrrr…..
Anonymous asked: Sweetie, from the wise words of an old friend of mine; there is a very large spectrum of emotions. You aren't just sad, happy, mad, in love. You're all these things at once, and you're not, and you can mix and match. That's okay. No one is always happy. Your friends, the people at school aren't all living their lives in happiness. They're putting on fake smiles,...
Anonymous asked: Sweetie, from the wise words of an old friend of mine; there is a very large spectrum of emotions. You aren't just sad, happy, mad, in love. You're all these things at once, and you're not, and you can mix and match. That's okay. No one is always happy. Your friends, the people at school aren't all living their lives in happiness. They're putting on fake smiles,...
I. WANT. PLAYDOH.
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I care far too much than i should
about every detail and every thought that goes through my head. Everybody else looks like the live such simple lives. They don’t care about all the things they think and all the emotions they ignore. They live materialisticly. And all the metaphorical and emotional stuff is in the background, not to be seen. Where as i think far too often about how i feel. I let it frun my life and i hate...
justanotherwannabeclassic:
“Think of anywhere or anything you’d like to go/do…”
“Honestly? I just want to be with you. Nothing else really matters.”
LOVE IT!!!!
“It’s easy to be miserable. Being happy is tougher — and cooler.”
– Thom Yorke (via kari-shma)
I told her i wrote a love song for her
And i did. The only problem is she wants to hear it when it’s finished.
And i don’t think it’s good enough… she might not even like it :(
I had a dream of you last night
you died.
i woke up crying.
NOT a good start to my day.
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i don't know why....
i feel like shit, i don’t know why
i feel misread, i don’t know why
i feel so lost, i don’t know why
i feel this dread, i don’t know why
i feel so swollen, i don’t know why
i feel so lonely, i don’t know why
i feel mistaken, i don’t know why
just kill me slowly, i don’t know why
i feel so heartbroken, i don’t know why
i should feel so...
justanotherwannabeclassic:
I don’t care where, for how long, or when — tomorrow, I want to see you. I want to be wrapped in your warm embrace. I want to kiss your lips and whisper how much I cherish you. I want to make you laugh, see your eyes light up with joy. I want to run my fingers through your hair, hear you sigh in contentment. I want to talk to you, hear about your day, the highs and...
Is it wrong that i try not to be realistic?
reality is boring and when i’m around you, i don’t like facing the facts about things.
whether that’s not being able to be with you, hurting you in some way, not being enough for you, or just facing the hard truth of being away from you in the end.
it all depresses me. looking into the future and always trying to depict what will happen next.
when really, all i care about is...
My sister talking about sleeping in on...
Reaction 1: OMG WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU. HOW COULD YOU DO SUCH A THING. DISGRACE! DISGRACE! DISGRACE!!!
Reaction 2: wait, what? what is this thing you speak of? sleep? on christmas? never heard of such a thing.
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Other people call it brownie points, i call it the...
i don’t just say these things just to be sweet you know, i say them because i mean it
of course, i know that this isn’t True love, or this isn’t the end, i know that sometime in the future (and hopefully pretty damn far away) this love can end.
but i won’t let that stop me. I like to live in the moment and contemplating on the future bores me.
so i tell you how i feel...
“The life you have left is a gift. Cherish it. Enjoy it now, to the fullest. Do...”
– Leo Babauta (via thresca)
Day 13: where you'd like to move or visit
Rhode Island
idk why….i just do….
Day 12: Bullet your whole day
woke up a 6
took a shower, ate and got ready for school
arrived at school at 7:30 for 0 hour gym
attempted to apologize to a friend who hates me
it didn’t go over well and he still hates me
played ping pong with beautiful and another friend while the other friend bounced the ball himself
talked to beautiful before first hour
Spanish party! and i got extra credit
talked to beautiful...
Day 11: put your ipod on shuffle and list first 10...
Hard to concentrate by Red hot chille peppers
My dark hour by Steve Miller band
Speed of sound by Coldplay
The Kinslayer by Nightwish
Dust bowl dance by Mumford and Sons
Life starts now by Three Days grace
Spirit of the radio by Rush
1, 2, 3, 4, by Plain white tees
I am all of me by crush 40
The faster the treadmill by I Fight Dragons
Day 10: Describe your first love and your first...
my first kiss?
no, it wasn’t in 3rd or 4th grade like all the man whores in my grade. it was actually this year. 2010. not sure of the exact day anymore but ill remember it forever.
to tell you the truth by kiss, i’m assuming it means a peck. if it doesn’t, then i got nothing. because truthfully i’ve never had a kiss that has lasted any longer than a second. so yes,...
Day 09: how you hope your future to be
in my future i want a job.
i want a career
i want a life
i want no fear
i want a bed to crawl in
i want to feel happy
but most of all, i want to be in love
that’s where i want to be.
Is it sad that I miss school because it means...
Day 08: A moment when you felt satisfied with your...
OK, during homecoming, which was shit for me, we had a pepfest to rally the whole school for the football game.
now, i was in the marchingband drumline and we were practicing to do a solo during this pepfest. now, let me state, this solo was awesome. whether we were prepared to play it, that was another story.
aside from the actual things going on, my head was shit. i felt terrible because the...
I am not worthless. I am not pathetic.
sinner-savedbygrace:
I’m not okay; I’m great. I am not in control of my life, but God is. I am broken, but He heals and completes me. I am loved. I am happy.
I’m done listening to Satan’s lies.
I suffer from...
Scotophobia - Fear of darkness.
Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders.
Athazagoraphobia - Fear of being forgotten, ignored or forgetting
Kakorrhaphiophobia - Fear of failure.
Keraunophobia - Fear of lightning.
Monophobia - Fear of being alone
Maniaphobia - Fear of going insane. (like legitimately insane)
Necrophobia - Fear of death
Nihilophobia - Fear of (absolutely) nothing.
...
isnotasong:
you make my heart race
but that makes me worry
for what will i do
when i’m here without you
Day 07: your zodiac sign and how you think it...
“Your ruling planets: The Moon
Your stone: Moonstone
Life Pursuit: Constant reassurance and intimacy
Vibration: Moody
Cancer’s Secret Desire: To feel safe (emotionally, spiritually, romantically and financially)
It is fair to say that most Cancers are a bundle of contradictions. Compassionate and caring with friends, family...
But, I Wish
justanotherwannabeclassic:
I wish I could say that it didn’t have to be this way
(but it does)
I wish I could run into your arms, and have you tell me it will be okay
(but it won’t)
I wish I could kiss your lips one more time, experience our first all over again
(but I can’t)
I wish saying ‘I love you’ was all that needed to be said
(but it isn’t)
I wish that I didn’t wish any of these...
why do i...
script conversations i hope i never have?
why do i practice my reactions to things i hope i never hear?
why do i pretend to shut my eyes at things i pray i never see?
why do i zip my lips for words that i hope i never say?
why do i tell myself words that i know are never true?
why do i act like i don’t have the things i dream to never lose?
why?
and we put the headphones in our ears to escape...
